Don't even matter
Journal Entry: Thu Aug 7, 2008, 8:20 AM
And the stars
Fell out of the sky
And my tears
Rolled into the ocean
Now I'm looking
For a reason why
You even set my world
Into motion
'cause if you're not
Really here
Then the stars
Don't even matter
Now I'm filled
To the top with fear
But it's all
Just a bunch of matter
'cause if you're not
Really here
Then I don't want
To be either
I wanna be next to you
Black and gold
Black and gold
Black and gold
Black and gold-Sam Sparro
((BTW I stole this from Myspace..so it might be a bit weird.))
How old is the first person on your top?
30 something?
Idk, its Tom.
Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
I talk to many people at night
And yeah, I like him.
What is your MySpace song?
Digital Sea by Thrice
What woke you up this morning?
Myself. Coughing, sneezing, ecetra.
What is your current mood?
Sick with a side of smiles.
What color shirt are you wearing?
A black frilly cami. It's comfortable.
What was the highlight of last week?
Last week? Oh man. Last week was cruise week.
every day was the highlight.
What are you listening to?
Surprisingly 'I'm with you' by Avril Lavigne.
I'm not the biggest fan of her but a friend(Lol mah 'lover' apparently xD *hits him*) is cheering me up and it matches a lot
What was the last thing you drank?
Koolaid from the jug.
Are you happy right now?
Yes and no.
If you could do something right now, what would it be?
Move to Ireland
Move to Canada
Call everyone and tell 'em we're going to six flags.
Suddenly feel better
What were you doing at 11:30 last night?
I think I fell asleep right around that time...
Who was the last person you hugged?
My mom lol
What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
...school. Great.
What did you do yesterday?
Hung out with my mom the entire day. Slept. then went to weird Otaku.
<:3 I'm bored.
How many different people of the opposite sex have you cried over?
Haha I cry a lot so I dunno. I'd rather not say too, 'cause it's a bit embarassing.
What time do you usually wake up on the weekends?
I've been waking up around 8 or so lately, and that's even on weekends.
What color are your eyes?
grey/green blue
If you could live in any other state, which one would you pick?
Washington or New York.
I wanna live in La Push. Soooo badly.
Maybe I'll see a bear...*cough*
Who was the last person to piss you off?
Mum. She randomly comes into my room and starts to snap at me. Wth.
What are two of your favorite places to eat?
Noodles 'n company and Red lobster
Are you Irish in any way?
My accent's turned irish somewhat if I try
I've been hangin' with Elie for too long xD
Did the last person you went out to eat with pay for you?
Can't remember...
What are you doing tomorrow?
Going swimming with Mori-sama
When was the last time you were disappointed?
Last night xD
Sorry for being on my phone a lot last night, Chibi, Eddie was pissin' me off.
Do you think some people dress ridiculous just for attention?
No, I think they dress rediculous 'cause it's their style.
What were you doing at 11:59 pm on Friday night?
xD Er...last friday? Hangin' with Elie and Ally
Is your bedroom window open?
It's always open
Are you tan?
Somewhat, I got a pretty good tan this trip.
Who are the three different people that texted you last?
Kenji, Chibi, and Eddie
What are you going to do next monday?
Dunno just yet, probably hang with Uo
Last person you complained to?
I think it was Eddie...sorry hun
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Eddie.
What did you spend money on in the past few days?
Breaking dawn, food for the movie, ect.
How many hours did you sleep last night?
around 8?
Have you ever cried while in the shower?
Yeah, a song came on, I slumped to the floor and started sobbing.
Does the last person you held hands with, mean a lot?
She's one of my bestest friends.
Could you go a day without eating?
Yeah, I have and I could.
When was the last time you talked to your number 2?
my number two on myspace is...Eddie. Whaddaya know.
Do you need to say anything to anyone?
*nodnod*
Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Nope?
Your ex is driving next to you, what do you do?
Simply smile and continue driving. He doesn't exactly notice my existance lately for some stupid reason...
Do you smoke?
No no, I'm not that stupid.
Is there someone you want to fight?
Haha for fun, yeah
Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?
No, I've been told that they love me, but not 'in love' with me.
Do you miss your past?
Doesn't everyone?
When it comes to the opposite sex, what's your "type"?
I don't have a type, really.
I mean, I love punk-ass dudes 'n all, but people who like soft rock and aren't into metal at all are perfectly fine with me.
It's their atitude that gets me to like 'em.
Last person that texted you? and about?
Kenji, bout how he's free on Sunday
Do you notice when someone is staring at you from across the room?
Not really, I'm super oblivious.
Do you smile at strangers?
Haha depends really.
How many bowls of cereal do you eat in the morning?
0.
I'm not a breakfast person.
Really, I don't usually eat a breakfast or lunch. Dinner's my main meal.
When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
Depends on how close we were. Of course I wouldn't want them to go, but if they want to, it's what they think is best.
Would your current life be the same without alcohol?
*doesn't drink* Yeah.
Have you had the best night of your life so far?
Haha yes yes yes.
One of my most regretted nights, but It's one of my best.
When was the last time you had Jamba Juice?
Never. I'm not one for smoothies.
Is there anyone you hate?
No!!!
;___; I don't like hating people.
If somebody hurts you, do you give them a way back in, or blackmail them?
I'll try to figure out why they hurt me, grow to accept it, and give them a way back it.
I don't like blackmailing people.
Whats the last movie you watched?
Billy Elliot
Are you easy to lie to, or do you have a hard time believing people?
Easy ish.
Is there one person who can make you feel better no matter what?
Yeah.
Every word from him makes me smile.
How much older are you than second person on your top?
A year, I think. Haha he's such a kid *huggles Eddie*
Do you own a computer?
*taps Zetsu*
He's mah laptop, yuh
Where was deafult picture taken?
My room. In the seat i'm sitting it at this moment.
Who took your picture?
Myself.
Who was your last call from?
Eddie. Of course. xD
Last time you went out of town?
Last week.
I think Europe was a bit too far out of town though.
How long is your hair?
Too short
like...a little short from my shoulders
Are you happy right now?
I'm ok.
Are you wearing make-up?
Haha I /never/ wear make-up unless someone wants me to wear it and they apply it on me themselves.
If you had to get a tattoo, where would you get it?
Shoulderblades and on my left shoulder
What would it be of?
Shoulderblades-angel wings
Left shoulder-rose/heart
If you could have something right now, what would it be?
They know who they are xDD
Whos the 4th incoming call on your mobile phone?
xD Eddie. As always.
Did you have a dream last night?
Nopers
What were you doing at 10:00 last night?
Just got home, reading and talking online
Anyone been on your mind lately?
There's a lot of people on my mind.
When is your birthday?
June 3rd
What is your favorite thing to drink?
Coke or shirley temples
What do you want to do when you grow up?
Photography or something in the movie business
Anyone make you mad today?
He doesn't make me mad, he just worries me.
Pants, shorts or jeans?
JEANS!
Shorts are a pain.
Anything you regret?
Yeah yeah yeah
One thing you are dreading?
Going out shopping with mum. She really pisses me off. Like I'm taking a shower and she barges in, complains about every little thing I do, then barges out.
Wth.
Do you workout reguarly?
I should. But I don't.
Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
No, no.
What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Continuing this super long survey then taking a shower.
Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you,did they mean it?
I...hope so?
How's your heart lately?
Beating?
Who can always cheer you up?
Chibi, Uo, Stevie, and Kenji.
Who was the last person to come to your house?
Mori-sama
Look behind you, what do you see?
Holy crap my room's a mess. (As always)
The last song you heard?
Opheliac-Emilie Autumn
Does anyone know your Myspace password?
I've told someone, but left out the second part of the password.
How late did you stay up last night and why?
Like...11:30 'cause Eddie kept me up talking to him
What is the last thing you laughed at really hard at?
Molly.
'Cause, y'know, those damn red butterflies just HAVE to be invisable xD
Do you have any hickies?
*whistles innocently* xD
It went away, thank god.
What's your current problem?
What I'm gunna make for Uo-chan
Like...a surprise thingy
Do you know anyone who's addicted to any drugs?
I'm addicted to my drugs. Lol
Last thing you got yelled at by your parents about?
Everything.'
Is there a girl that knows everything or most everything about you?
Yeah, Uo or Chibi
Have you ever crawled through someones window?
Lol yeah
Put stuff on someones car as a prank?
Nopers~
If you took a drug test would you pass?
Depends are they looking for illegal or perscription?
What kind of guys are you usually attracted to?
Haha if you're using the Ouran Host club types then I'm attracted to the princely kind. A.K.A. Tama-kun
Who did you last talk to in person?
Mother.
Are your parents constantly breathing down your neck?
Kinda.
Do you like anyone right now?
Yeeeesssuuummmm
If someone paid you 1,000 dollars to get their name tattooed on you would you?
Haha yah
Do you like slow dancing with boys or fast?
I can't dance, but I like slow dancing with boys(That I like) it's nice -3-
Who do you blame for your bad mood today?
Mum, as usual.
If you are being extremely quiet what does that mean?
I have a lot on my mind or something's really bugging me.
You know something's wrong when I'm extremely quiet and I start booming heavy metal music.
Do you want someone back in your life?
Yeah.
How many times have you had your heart broken?
once
Do you hate people who are obsessed with things like High School Musical?
God, it's annoying.
Yeah, I hate 'em.
Do you have birthmarks?
Yeah yeah, on my left arm
Does someone have a crush on you?
Possibly. *whistles innocently* xD
- Mood:
Adoration - Listening to: Black and Gold-Sam Sparro
- Reading: L.A. BB murder files.
- Watching: The office
- Eating: Goldfish