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Meet a girl like you

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 26, 2008, 7:37 PM
I walked along the avenue.
I never thought I'd meet a girl like you;
Meet a girl like you.
With auburn hair and tawny eyes;
The kind of eyes that hypnotize me through;
Hypnotize me through.

And I ran, I ran so far away.
I just ran, I ran all night and day.
I couldn't get away.

I ran-flock of seagulls



E-Really loveable
M-Best Kisser Ever
I-People love you
L-Best gf anyone could ever ask for
Y-Is silly



A: likes to drink
B : You love a certain someone
C : People cant help but check you out
D: You're wild and crazy
E: you are really lovable
F : You are dead sexy
G : You never let people tell you what to do
H: Exotic
I : people love you
J : People Adore you
K : You are great in ....
L: Best bf/gf anyone could ask for
M : Best kisser ever
N : Easy to fall in love with
O: very romantic
P : You are popular with all types of people
Q : You're loyal to those you love
R: you are the best in bed
S : you love to kiss
T : You are a hypocrite
U : You really like to chill
V : You are not judgmental
W: you are popular
X : You never let people tell you what to do
Y: you are silly
Z: always be remembered

  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: I ran-Flock of seagulls
  • Reading: L.A. BB murder files.
  • Watching: The office
  • Eating: Goldfish

In the ice

Journal Entry: Sun Aug 17, 2008, 12:14 AM
If I touch a burning candle I can feel no pain
In the ice or in the sun it's all the same
Yet I feel my heart is aching
Though it doesn't beat it's breaking
And the pain here that I feel
Try and tell me it's not real
I know that I am dead
Yet it seems that I still have some tears to shed


Tears to Shed-Corpse Bride Soundtrack


It's late. I'm tired. I'm bored...

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 0

Level 2
(/) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 1.5

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
( ) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 3.5

Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart Friends
(x) Been To Paris
(x) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 7.5

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding /skiing
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 10.5

Level 6
(/) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Can't Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 15

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 19

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sleding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO FAR: 24

*Lack of Level 9*

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 25

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 27

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 29

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR : 31

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(X) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 35

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 39

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(X) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Coloured With Crayons / Coloured Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 44

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(X) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 47

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 51

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Travelled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(X) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(X) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR: 53

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
(x) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 56

*Empty 21...*

Level 22
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(x) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top
SO FAR: 60

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed up talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 64

Level 24
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 68

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
(x) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
(X) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 71

Level 26
(X) Played Chicken
(X) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(x) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 76

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(X) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 79

Level 28
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
( ) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x) French Braided Some ones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
SO FAR: 82

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(X) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 87

*30 sucks too...*

Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 91

Level 32
(x) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Flattened someone's tires
( ) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
TOTAL: 92

Repost this with the title:
I've Done ___ of the 120 stupidest things

92 out of 120...not bad. I've lived a full life.

  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: Tears to Shed-Corpse Bride
  • Reading: L.A. BB murder files.
  • Watching: The office
  • Eating: Goldfish

Don't even matter

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 7, 2008, 8:20 AM
And the stars
Fell out of the sky
And my tears
Rolled into the ocean
Now I'm looking
For a reason why
You even set my world
Into motion

'cause if you're not
Really here
Then the stars
Don't even matter
Now I'm filled
To the top with fear
But it's all
Just a bunch of matter
'cause if you're not
Really here
Then I don't want
To be either
I wanna be next to you
Black and gold
Black and gold
Black and gold

Black and gold-Sam Sparro



((BTW I stole this from Myspace..so it might be a bit weird.))


How old is the first person on your top?
30 something?
Idk, its Tom.




Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
I talk to many people at night
And yeah, I like him.



What is your MySpace song?
Digital Sea by Thrice



What woke you up this morning?
Myself. Coughing, sneezing, ecetra.



What is your current mood?
Sick with a side of smiles.





What color shirt are you wearing?
A black frilly cami. It's comfortable.



What was the highlight of last week?
Last week? Oh man. Last week was cruise week.
every day was the highlight.


What are you listening to?
Surprisingly 'I'm with you' by Avril Lavigne.
I'm not the biggest fan of her but a friend(Lol mah 'lover' apparently xD *hits him*) is cheering me up and it matches a lot




What was the last thing you drank?
Koolaid from the jug.

Are you happy right now?
Yes and no.




If you could do something right now, what would it be?
Move to Ireland
Move to Canada
Call everyone and tell 'em we're going to six flags.
Suddenly feel better





What were you doing at 11:30 last night?
I think I fell asleep right around that time...

Who was the last person you hugged?
My mom lol

What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
...school. Great.





What did you do yesterday?
Hung out with my mom the entire day. Slept. then went to weird Otaku.
<:3 I'm bored.



How many different people of the opposite sex have you cried over?
Haha I cry a lot so I dunno. I'd rather not say too, 'cause it's a bit embarassing.



What time do you usually wake up on the weekends?
I've been waking up around 8 or so lately, and that's even on weekends.


What color are your eyes?
grey/green blue

If you could live in any other state, which one would you pick?
Washington or New York.
I wanna live in La Push. Soooo badly.
Maybe I'll see a bear...*cough*

Who was the last person to piss you off?
Mum. She randomly comes into my room and starts to snap at me. Wth.



What are two of your favorite places to eat?
Noodles 'n company and Red lobster


Are you Irish in any way?
My accent's turned irish somewhat if I try
I've been hangin' with Elie for too long xD




Did the last person you went out to eat with pay for you?
Can't remember...


What are you doing tomorrow?
Going swimming with Mori-sama



When was the last time you were disappointed?
Last night xD
Sorry for being on my phone a lot last night, Chibi, Eddie was pissin' me off.



Do you think some people dress ridiculous just for attention?
No, I think they dress rediculous 'cause it's their style.

What were you doing at 11:59 pm on Friday night?
xD Er...last friday? Hangin' with Elie and Ally



Is your bedroom window open?
It's always open



Are you tan?
Somewhat, I got a pretty good tan this trip.



Who are the three different people that texted you last?
Kenji, Chibi, and Eddie




What are you going to do next monday?
Dunno just yet, probably hang with Uo

Last person you complained to?
I think it was Eddie...sorry hun

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Eddie.



What did you spend money on in the past few days?
Breaking dawn, food for the movie, ect.

How many hours did you sleep last night?
around 8?

Have you ever cried while in the shower?
Yeah, a song came on, I slumped to the floor and started sobbing.


Does the last person you held hands with, mean a lot?
She's one of my bestest friends.



Could you go a day without eating?
Yeah, I have and I could.


When was the last time you talked to your number 2?
my number two on myspace is...Eddie. Whaddaya know.


Do you need to say anything to anyone?
*nodnod*



Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Nope?


Your ex is driving next to you, what do you do?
Simply smile and continue driving. He doesn't exactly notice my existance lately for some stupid reason...



Do you smoke?
No no, I'm not that stupid.



Is there someone you want to fight?
Haha for fun, yeah



Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?
No, I've been told that they love me, but not 'in love' with me.

Do you miss your past?
Doesn't everyone?


When it comes to the opposite sex, what's your "type"?
I don't have a type, really.
I mean, I love punk-ass dudes 'n all, but people who like soft rock and aren't into metal at all are perfectly fine with me.
It's their atitude that gets me to like 'em.



Last person that texted you? and about?
Kenji, bout how he's free on Sunday



Do you notice when someone is staring at you from across the room?
Not really, I'm super oblivious.



Do you smile at strangers?
Haha depends really.


How many bowls of cereal do you eat in the morning?
0.
I'm not a breakfast person.
Really, I don't usually eat a breakfast or lunch. Dinner's my main meal.



When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
Depends on how close we were. Of course I wouldn't want them to go, but if they want to, it's what they think is best.



Would your current life be the same without alcohol?
*doesn't drink* Yeah.



Have you had the best night of your life so far?
Haha yes yes yes.
One of my most regretted nights, but It's one of my best.



When was the last time you had Jamba Juice?
Never. I'm not one for smoothies.


Is there anyone you hate?
No!!!
;___; I don't like hating people.



If somebody hurts you, do you give them a way back in, or blackmail them?
I'll try to figure out why they hurt me, grow to accept it, and give them a way back it.
I don't like blackmailing people.




Whats the last movie you watched?
Billy Elliot

Are you easy to lie to, or do you have a hard time believing people?
Easy ish.



Is there one person who can make you feel better no matter what?
Yeah.
Every word from him makes me smile.



How much older are you than second person on your top?
A year, I think. Haha he's such a kid *huggles Eddie*



Do you own a computer?
*taps Zetsu*
He's mah laptop, yuh




Where was deafult picture taken?
My room. In the seat i'm sitting it at this moment.



Who took your picture?
Myself.



Who was your last call from?
Eddie. Of course. xD



Last time you went out of town?
Last week.
I think Europe was a bit too far out of town though.



How long is your hair?
Too short
like...a little short from my shoulders



Are you happy right now?
I'm ok.



Are you wearing make-up?
Haha I /never/ wear make-up unless someone wants me to wear it and they apply it on me themselves.



If you had to get a tattoo, where would you get it?
Shoulderblades and on my left shoulder



What would it be of?
Shoulderblades-angel wings
Left shoulder-rose/heart



If you could have something right now, what would it be?
They know who they are xDD



Whos the 4th incoming call on your mobile phone?
xD Eddie. As always.


Did you have a dream last night?
Nopers




What were you doing at 10:00 last night?
Just got home, reading and talking online



Anyone been on your mind lately?
There's a lot of people on my mind.


When is your birthday?
June 3rd


What is your favorite thing to drink?
Coke or shirley temples


What do you want to do when you grow up?
Photography or something in the movie business



Anyone make you mad today?
He doesn't make me mad, he just worries me.



Pants, shorts or jeans?
JEANS!
Shorts are a pain.

Anything you regret?
Yeah yeah yeah



One thing you are dreading?
Going out shopping with mum. She really pisses me off. Like I'm taking a shower and she barges in, complains about every little thing I do, then barges out.
Wth.



Do you workout reguarly?
I should. But I don't.



Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
No, no.


What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Continuing this super long survey then taking a shower.



Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you,did they mean it?
I...hope so?



How's your heart lately?
Beating?


Who can always cheer you up?
Chibi, Uo, Stevie, and Kenji.



Who was the last person to come to your house?
Mori-sama


Look behind you, what do you see?
Holy crap my room's a mess. (As always)

The last song you heard?
Opheliac-Emilie Autumn


Does anyone know your Myspace password?
I've told someone, but left out the second part of the password.


How late did you stay up last night and why?
Like...11:30 'cause Eddie kept me up talking to him



What is the last thing you laughed at really hard at?
Molly.
'Cause, y'know, those damn red butterflies just HAVE to be invisable xD



Do you have any hickies?
*whistles innocently* xD
It went away, thank god.


What's your current problem?
What I'm gunna make for Uo-chan
Like...a surprise thingy


Do you know anyone who's addicted to any drugs?
I'm addicted to my drugs. Lol


Last thing you got yelled at by your parents about?
Everything.'


Is there a girl that knows everything or most everything about you?
Yeah, Uo or Chibi


Have you ever crawled through someones window?
Lol yeah


Put stuff on someones car as a prank?
Nopers~


If you took a drug test would you pass?
Depends are they looking for illegal or perscription?


What kind of guys are you usually attracted to?
Haha if you're using the Ouran Host club types then I'm attracted to the princely kind. A.K.A. Tama-kun


Who did you last talk to in person?
Mother.



Are your parents constantly breathing down your neck?
Kinda.


Do you like anyone right now?
Yeeeesssuuummmm



If someone paid you 1,000 dollars to get their name tattooed on you would you?
Haha yah


Do you like slow dancing with boys or fast?
I can't dance, but I like slow dancing with boys(That I like) it's nice -3-


Who do you blame for your bad mood today?
Mum, as usual.



If you are being extremely quiet what does that mean?
I have a lot on my mind or something's really bugging me.
You know something's wrong when I'm extremely quiet and I start booming heavy metal music.


Do you want someone back in your life?
Yeah.


How many times have you had your heart broken?
once


Do you hate people who are obsessed with things like High School Musical?
God, it's annoying.
Yeah, I hate 'em.



Do you have birthmarks?
Yeah yeah, on my left arm



Does someone have a crush on you?
Possibly. *whistles innocently* xD

  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: Black and Gold-Sam Sparro
  • Reading: L.A. BB murder files.
  • Watching: The office
  • Eating: Goldfish

Heads will roll

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 6, 2008, 6:09 AM
Enemies of the Khanate strung on hooks like pigs to slaughter.
Heads will roll.
Heads will roll, throats will be slit and blood will flow like springs of water.
Heads will roll.
To the River Red(across the ochre steppe)

Bloodmeat-Protest the Hero

You have a:
[x] Mother
[x] Father
[ ] Step-Father
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step-Sister
[ ] Step-Brother
[x] Brother
[ ] Sister
[ ] Nephew
[ ] Niece
[x] Cell phone
[ ] Own bathroom
[x] Own room
[x] Swimming pool
[x] Hot tub
[x] Guest room
[x] TV
total so far: 9

[x] Fullsize or bigger bed
[x] More than 8 pairs of shoes (I only use 2 xD)
[x] Sunglasses
[x] Watch
[x] MP3 Player/iPod that works. (Tobi's on the verge of dying but he's still alive)
[x] PS2 that works (More like arbitrary...)
[x] Xbox that works
[x] Nintendo DS or PSP that works
[x] Gameboy/ Advance
[x] Gamecube
total so far: 19

[x] Basketball hoop
[x] Air hockey table
[x] Pool table
[x] Ping pong table
[x] Fooseball table
total so far: 24

[x] Nightstand
[x] Stereo in bedroom
[x] DVD player in bedroom
total so far: 27

[/] Job
[x] Goes shopping at least once a week
[x] Expensive cologne/perfume
[x] AIM/MSN (Msn, hun)
[x] Camera or phone
total so far: 31.5

[/] Electric or gas scooter/motorcycle/car
[x] Guitar/Drums/Bass guitar
[x] Piano/Keyboard
[x] Any other instrument
[x] Been on a cruise
[x] Traveled out of the province/state
[x] Expensive jewelery
[ ] Met a celebrity
total so far: 38

[x] Straightener/curling iron
[x] Have been to a batting cage
[x] Have $100 on you right now
[ ] Credit card or atm card or debit card or bank card
[x] Been to Europe
[ ] Been to NYC
[ ] Been to LA
[x] Been to Florida
[x] Been to Las Vegas
[x] Been to the Bahamas
[ ] Been to South America
total so far: 45

[x] Parents have a car
[x] Jet Ski/boat
[ ] Camper
[x] Been to 5+ states in the US
[ ] 100+ buddies on facebook/myspace
total so far: 48

[x] Home cooked meal almost every day
[x] Been in a limo
[x] Been in a helicopter
[x] own a digital camera
[x] Own a laptop
total so far: 53

1-22 = Ghetto
23-33 = Average kid
34-44 = Spoiled
45+ = Upper Class snob



I'm not a snob...am I? *worryfret* S-Sorry!!!!! ;A;


BTW!
If any of you like somewhat screamo-music. (Somewhat like dragonforce and avenged sevenfold)
Listen to Bloodmeat by Protest the Hero.
It's like...orgasmic to listen to XD
Guitar rifts, the voice, amazin' man.

That, and Nothing to gein by Mudvayne.

But Bloodmeat is still amazing.

  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: Bloodmeat-Protest the Hero
  • Reading: L.A. BB murder files.
  • Watching: The office
  • Eating: Goldfish

I wanna see you again

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 5, 2008, 7:45 AM
Two weeks away it feels like the world should've changed
But I'm home now
And things still look the same
I think I'll leave it to tomorrow till unpack
Try to forget for one more night
That I'm back in my flat on the road
Where the cars never stop going through the night
To real life where I can't watch sunset
I don't have time
I don't have time

I've still got sand in my shoes
And I can't shake the thought of you
I shake it all, forget you
But why would I want to
I know we said goodbye
Anything else would've been confused but I wanna see you again

Sand in my shoes-Dido


Yeah, I'm back people.
;_____;

*rawremosobplz*

  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: Sand in My shoes-Dido
  • Reading: L.A. BB murder files.
  • Watching: The office
  • Eating: Goldfish